She's the porn world's Sharon Tate. An unrelenting sense of loss & misgivings that pain us still. I'm just a fan & I cannot handle it, so I've no idea how her family deal with it. I did see a short documentary on her & her mother did seem "cold" in the programme. One wonders.
Every co-star she worked with appeared to be very gentle with her, as if they knew what a stunning speciality they had in their midst. But for a kind word away from porn...it might've been a different world altogether. Narcotics while depressed is a very bad idea, though I've never accepted the "suicide" aspect either. Her scumbag dealer boyfriend was due for release that day & she was supposed to meet with him, who knows why it transpired as it did. I'm absolutely convinced her depression came with visuals she witnessed at certain "parties" & information that gave her unease led to her pals offering a "little something to take the edge off". I'm sure she was offed & it became a staged suicide. No young lady with the world at her feet could be so damaged as to imagine her own exit in that fashion, that's an altogether separate magnitude of aggression to use a firearm...& likely not in the mind of a gorgeous young woman in her nice home with her speed dial at her beck & call. I think people should be in jail for her death, none of them her co-stars.